Love of Who I Am
The flower of my heart
Is a delicate repose
Of myself
Attempting to foster
The care of the one
In the reflection of the shadow
Of long lost parents and lovers
Who betrayed the heart
Dare I open unto you?
I must love myself
In all the beauty of who I am
In the forever of my divinity
In my ancestral birthright to love
And care for myself
Through time
In the love of the love within
I am that I am that I am
The Atlantean Way: The Love of the Many and the Whole
I, Jasgahntar, am born on a summer’s eve of the lifeline of my mother Endelay. Endelay has been graciously expecting for what seemed oh so long. She is not large per her midwife Lynelle. Lynelle has a kind approach to midwifing expectant females in tantric communities in the region known as Cherithani. Cherithani is known for and named after its beautiful and gracious pink flowers that flower almost year-round gracing the hills and valleys nearby. Cherithani is remote from Atlantean cityscapes and a kind place to retreat to raise a tantric family. The tantric community is known as Fala’a in Atlantean (translates into “Sweetheart of Self”). I will always fondly remember Fala’a as the sacred place of my birth although I only visit the region again once later in my life after I depart at age seventeen.
Ten communities are nestled nearby in sacred ordering of divine motions of life form for the fostering of the birth of gifted and mastery level mindset level children. The accommodations are kind but accord to conservative approaches in the lifestyle of a tantric system of family rearing. All parents are allowed only a minimal wardrobe of six practical or tantric yoga style clothes and even fewer possessions. Shoes are abundant due to the need to walk through the cascading hills filled with trails to witness the gracious waterfalls or other luscious beauty of nature oh so prevalent near Fala’a. The children enjoy the beauty and serenity of the region to foster balanced mindset into their teenage years.
The tantric community children are raised in accord with a spiritual master of deep aptitude of care of the young heart known as Hamzoon. Hamzoon is a master tantric wizard with children taking them from ailing and winy mindset into the beauty and care of the wholeness of himself. Hamzoon can sooth the most difficult of children through time with himself and through himself as a tantric swing system of deep care of the heart.
Atlantis is a fostering of deep reserves of love and care for each and the society is deemed “harmless” in stature in this time period. Those genetics that are predisposed to harmful energetic or behavioral habits have been by and large weeded out of the system and quite some time ago through euthanasia systems. Children and adults of harmful stature had been arrested and forced either to foster health of the mind through numerous treatment centers about six hundred years prior to my birth. If the treatments could not foster a state of non‐mind bend of self, those harmful to society were euthanized. Over time the genetics that could cause extreme mind bend into fear or harmful behavior is no longer as prevalent for birth in Atlantean society.
Today as I Jasgahntar am born, only one percent of the population exhibits mind bend to an extreme. Most control mild mind bend with drugs and herbs useful to foster balanced mindset through time. Those who cannot foster balance are forced to euthanize if other treatments fail. Some who grow older also mind bend to an extreme and choose to end the life through euthanasia earlier than the body would fail in itself due to ill health. Euthanasia is a common practice in this cycle to mold civilization into delightful care of the two, the three and the many in tantric stature of life. The culture embraces the choice to be at peace and allow those who flux society into distress to abate the life early. The entire government enforces the law of mind bend not to an extreme.
Although Atlantis embraces the choice to euthanize, many other parts of the world do not, including Lemurian culture in the south and Chinese culture in the east. The civilizations of Lemuria and China are much more subject to strife and uprisings along with impoverished conditions that lead to disease of the masses. Atlantean civilization controls diseases by assuring each is healthy and conditioning the water and environment to abate certain bacteria and viruses commonly prevalent in a subtropical environment.
Atlantean health is at an all-time high with equipment available to foster a restoration of health if the body begins to descend into disease. Regular visits to the doctors are mandatory in each region to assess mind bend and other health conditions through a vivid computer system that assesses both the physical and etheric. Lasers can provide surgery to instantaneous healing of the etheric and sometimes into the physical.
The Natural World
The wilderness is gorgeous and allowed to be free and wild with nature fostering the beauty in itself without interference. Zoos, caged animals or pets are forbidden in Atlantis except for cats. Cats prevail in most households or complexes and sometimes are shared for the joy of those needing a pussycat petting session. Cats light synthesize and consume only liquids in this era. Scientists have invented cat drinks that retain the beauty of their coats and sincerity of the heart that soothes lonely times in life and in particular when a close friend has departed the physical through euthanasia. The wild fosters many creatures and plants that are of interest to Atlantean scientists.
Over time each species is mapped and known in its stature, life span and medicinal properties useful to sustain Atlantis in a non‐mind bend status of a society. The global mind bend often fluxes in the east with outbreaks that trigger civil war. Atlantis does foster a militia for the purposes of retaining world order. Sometimes Atlantean soldiers foster peace if regional outbreaks spread into their own territories.
The order of humanity upon Earth is war free at the time that I choose to incarnate. This is a relief in many ways for my future is more assured. The wild is to be preserved forever anywhere near Atlantis and in as many regions as possible from the perspective of our culture. The wild is witnessed in many a holiday expedition by myself through time along with many. The deep and sincere love of nature fluxes as a light motion of field amongst myself and the masses of Atlantis towards the planet and the natural world aiding in its renewal and beautification of life.
Script
My grandparents had suffered very difficult fate of a transition of financial un‐wellbeing in which they had become homeless and lived in a self‐made hut with many other tantric couples struggling to get by and feed their tender children. My parents had each experienced extreme poverty in their youth. The need to conserve is the outcome of the plight of the banks that failed in my grandparents’ cycle. My parents own less in my childhood than I would later to balance the want and need aspect of my ancestry.
Atlantean civilization gave birth to a money free society founded upon script after the banks collapsed. Each receives a debit card at birth that can be charged against for rent, food or other desired possessions. Script is based upon what each human contributes to society with a monarchy in charge of who receives what. The monarchy awards more script to each who produces something useful to society. Those choosing to work also receive more script. Those who choose to have children that foster non‐mind bend of society are also given more script.
Lifespan
The monarchy is a known blood line of leadership that is gifted at leading the populace in a direction of non‐mind bend. Prince and Princess Apousche are gifted beloveds as well as leaders of the masses. I honor their role as I enter the world as it is a difficult status of life to be in the public eye so much. I too will foster fame later in life and witness how it harms the heart accolade that can trigger a need to euthanize earlier in their lives than otherwise might be so. I intend as I am born to find a way out of the afflictions of fame so that I can transfuse to a crossing over age one hundred and forty if possible. I intend this as I enter the world as it is my fate.
The populace in my era generally lives until age fifty in a non‐mind bend state of being. The elderly are checked recurrently by doctors to witness their mind performance along with health and wellbeing with adroit machines that measure wave function and biological systems. If the mind bend reaches a threshold of disturbing the neighbors or other tantric family members, each is forced to euthanize. If health is ailing, euthanasia is advised but allowed in its own time for most. Severe diseases do not manifest as most euthanize long before this grows to be the life outcome.
Soul and Spirit
Soul and spirit is a known quantity in Atlantean culture. Most are capable psychics and hear spirit clearly for their own life direction. Those that do not hear spirit number only one third of the population in my era and foster counseling with others who are astute at hearing the nonphysical to direct the life. Psychic capabilities are also a taught function of school beginning in teenage years. Psychic healing is also fostered so that each knows how to balance their light thresholds and mindset for sustainable health through intention and incantations of the divine.
The incantations are fostered as a poetic prose that fosters the right notion to align the mind and is incanted as needed in any given day, week or month. Atlantean humans are astute in their understanding of the physical and nonphysical and how the two align to foster gentleness, love and the path of the two in tantric partnership. This is the primary focus of all of society leading to astute psychologists and medical staff along with other counselors that foster union of the many through time and through many practices popular in this cycle.
Tantric Yoga
Tantric yoga is a standard action in any given day. Yoga studios aplomb everywhere and are free in all regions. Gifted yoga masters foster repose positions to balance the mind and foster the flavor of care and peace due to triggering the nerves to motion evenly throughout the body. Yoga is taught in schools and each region and is mandatory at a minimum of twice per day. Some foster the yoga poses in pairs that foster balance in friendships or tantric partnerships. Yoga is so popular that most acquire a small wardrobe for this purpose alone.
Yoga is perhaps the only mechanism to peace in many times in this life. I know the poses intricately. There are one hundred and forty-four yoga positions to balance the mind. There are forty-eight tantric yoga positions that balance the minds of the beloved of the children or in friendship. I will become so skilled at balancing the mind of others in the tantric repose system that I can foster a practice for a long time that earns more script for my travels or other adventures in my life ahead. Yoga extends the lifespan by twenty years in health and mind bend not, per the medical associations of this era.
Death and Euthanasia
Humans in this cycle also understand that death is not an end and therefore euthanasia is a more astute choice than disease within the perception of the masses. Euthanasia also has its strife as those left behind often grieve for those who are close and choose to cross even if it is witnessed and blessed and allowed by all concerned. Sometimes the spirit is complete with the life experience along with the ancestry; many times, it is not. I witness before I am born the backlog of karma that is incurred in forcing the life to abate before it is time for all the concerns of spirit. I know that I will choose to transfuse through my karma that I would have to experience through difficult reincarnations otherwise due to all the karma incurred in an early euthanized death that is not in alignment with my soul and spirit. This is my intention upon birth.
Over time and in my life ahead, I will witness many students, friends and members of my tantric family euthanize when it is time. I will grieve over many who are close to me. I will be one of the few remaining of my later adult years and will feel lonely and lost within. I will attune more deeply to my Dao and Tao within to foster a healing and kinship that allows for another life to unfold and also new friends to emerge that do not know how old I really am. I will hide my age as it is illegal to live so long in Atlantean society. Most must cross by age eighty or less in this cycle.
I bless my future as I know, although it is glorious in many ways, it is equally difficult in the inner turmoil required to transfuse into new mindset development to offset euthanasia. I will and must foster the forgiveness of heart and compassion that must flux in accord with increasing power of light transfusion of field. The lessons are great and the life ahead long and magnificent in its fostering of a spiritual accord of the Dao and Tao of the planet. I feel blessed to witness such a life after many incarnations in very un‐adept biology to understand all the difficulties in the DNA threads that lead to mind bend and disease in my ancestry. I will offset the mind bend and disease enough to transfuse to my conclusion of this life due to all the knowledge I have gained in many reincarnations through time within my archetype.
Healing of the Masculine and Feminine
I know as I am born that the purpose of my incarnation and path is far more greatly understood than during the life. My purpose is to foster a tantric mastery to allow for a healing of a rift between the masculine and feminine in my mindset. There is a problem between the right and left cortex that I am to foster a regrowth and renewal of as I forgive all the feminine for their destructive tendencies in many cycles that they have dominated the mind through time. The feminine is again in power in the era of Atlantis. The feminine reign and foster many aptitudes in society that are not so when the masculine has reigned in other cycles. The feminine can be just as abusive as the masculine but in more cunning ways that may not be annotated until one witnesses the energetic backdrop of the fabric of life.
In this cycle the male is gentle, worldly, harmless unto the feminine and sometimes dominated over by the wife, the daughter, the feminine boss or the beloved tantric princess of one’s heart. I will learn to foster my power as a male in this lifetime and further develop my mindset to foster my dreams as a teacher and tantric master and self‐realizing human through time. In your cycle, I witness how the feminine is in the same position as myself in my life due to masculine dominion that followed the lengthy era of feminine power in Atlantis. I bless the feminine always in my heart by the end of my lifetime now and forever . . .
The Tantric Lifestyle
My life is about to flower into a tantric society. The society emerging at this time is unique in its stature of interest in partnership lore and male and female unions as a means to balance the mindset. Union is to become a full‐time focus for all people in Atlantis. The focus will foster a dream for myself to write information useful in understanding tantric lore issues for each to learn to transfuse through light synthesis motions to foster gentler and more beautiful unions ahead.
I know that I will have many unions with many women, many more than most to understand the feminine intricately. In time I will also foster some male bonds to understand homosexual stature of self. This will not be my dominant interest other than to realize within. I know I will learn to love each through time.
I will also live in many dwellings provided by some of elite status and some through my own script. I know I will travel the world witnessing many other cultures and experience the exotic feminine bouquet of other regions. It is a lifetime of deep magnitude of dream ahead and one of fame and some fortune to also realize beyond in order to not be euthanized at the end of my life. I witness that euthanasia is a very difficult crossing for many and hard upon spirit or soul. The difficulties amass when each recognizes that they forced a death that perhaps was not time and the karma that is incurred as a result for difficult futures ahead. I choose not to cause difficult futures for myself ever.
Housing in Atlantis is no longer owned by anyone since the banks failed. The government of Atlantis possessed all housing as the loans failed and administer places to live or travel through a debit rent system that works for all. Many buildings have been renovated for a tantric focus and purpose. Each is awarded a small apartment of one room with a small kitchen, lanai with view, small living area and a tantric swing and cot. Families are awarded two or more rooms as needed for children with larger tantric swings to calm the mindset.
Tantric swings were useful for tantric yoga between couples or friends or with children to foster peace and mindset balance. For children, the tantric swing and cot are a part of the home useful for playfulness and cuddling. For couples, they are a resource for deep gentleness and lore of the heart to be shared in the path of the two. For friends, the tantric swing is a means of fostering a relief from mind bend with a gifted tantric friend. Often friends talk into the night about the issues at hand that each is witnessing and attempting to forgive within to allow for union with some who cause difficulties in the lives.
Tantric yoga is considered a needed practice to retain a mind bend not state of being. Family, friends and couples alike nurture one another in tantric swings often four to six hours per day. Four hours is the minimum prescribed in the tantric swing by the tantric counselors of the day to foster a beautiful life.
Tantra is taught in school from early on in life. Often yoga mats are used to teach children yoga reposes to balance their mindset. In teenage years, tantra for two of male-female, male‐male and female‐female accord is taught. Tantra in teenage years is for friendship and not a beloved and boundaries are astute and fostered by the teachers due to rising male hormones. Drugs are administered to assure non‐procreation until a desire to have a child is fostered generally after age twenty‐six.
Tantra is not to be confused with sex. Tantra is about a heart mind connection and union that fosters the sensation of wellbeing within and nurturing in the life. Society is ridged in its practice of non‐sexuality in trade for sensuality that nurtures the heart out of the deep need of the masculine and feminine to be cared for in this cycle. It is a feminine design of society as the feminine is in power this cycle and so it is . . .
Cross Dressing
Cross dressing is a learn attribute of understanding in teenage tantric school. For one month, the boys and girls must each cross dress to understand the opposite sex. For some this is easier than others. The cross dressing experience is prescribed by the psychologists of the era. I know I will experience this and find it intoxicating within. The cross dressing includes make up and clothing style, shoes and hair styles often offered as wigs to share. Boys come to understand the factiousness of the feminine garb and make up regimen to appear beautiful in life. Girls learn to be less concerned about beauty for a time allowing their natural face and hair to shine.
Some teenagers lose their hair by age eight. The hair loss is due to a mindset that hurts the cuticle of the scalp leading to baldness. Men and women alike who go bald purchase astute wigs and learn to tape them on the head so that they do not fall off in the tantric swing. In some ways, those who are bald are more creative in their hair styles and can adventure between hair colors that are more enticing to witness than those with natural hair. Some prefer the wigs and shave their heads for a time to witness so many different hair styles. I too will ponder this but not choose for it, ever.
I know before birth that I will always have a full set of locks of curly dark hair through time in this life. I will bleach it some on top but allow it to be a mane that is quite gorgeous in its own way as my fame spreads. I also know that I will don an ambidextrous stature of garments often wearing small amounts of makeup and enjoying the feminine touch of earrings and hair bobs along with scarves or other jewelry not generally worn by the average male in Atlantean society. I will enjoy my flair and attempt to astonish as I will have a big flamboyant character given my role in a life of fame as a tantric master. The flair will attract many tantric partners that delight and some who mesmerize, and some who seduce, and some who really bring my heart break to come to forgive and find compassion for in order to selfheal within.
Shops and Transportation
Mind flux does not trigger humans in Atlantis to sleep much. Most are out and about around the clock and the shops and cafes that cater to the public. Shops and cafes are open in six hour stretches with a four to six hour break on a twenty eight hour clock. Each neighborhood has kind shops and restaurants available in walking distance along with one or more yoga studio.
Public transport is reliable and useful. Most do not drive a vehicle. Vehicles that levitate are owned only by the wealthiest. I know I will be privileged in this life to own a hover craft. The craft will allow me to go to places in nature that are sometimes not advisable but foster and nurture for my own realization. In the end, I will transfuse in a remote region reached only by hover craft as directed by my Tao within.
Transportation does allow some to visit other continents and regions. Not all can afford this on life script unless they are awarded a prestigious position due to a contribution unto society. It is a hover craft jet that seats up to three hundred at a time that causes Atlantean civilization to love to holiday upon some continents. Those who cannot afford it witness the travel channels that witness the travel through the media akin to a television today for you.
The deep need to travel so much in your era is probably a desire that was not fostered by many in the cycle of Atlantis due to cost. Lemuria is the land of many travel destinations as it is a region of delight for beloveds due to its soft light motions emanating off the sea and into the rainforests so much more prevalent than in Atlantis. Atlantean terrain is often rocky and filled with granite. Trees of many statures grace the land but many do desire to foster a tropical escape unavailable in our region. I know I will have many journeys to Lemuria with several wealthier status beloveds and will desire to live there for a time.
I know I may foster a period of time in Lemuria gifted to me by a wealthy lover to write another book. I will enjoy the land immensely and the people of the ohana flair of care just as much. I know I will also learn to travel first class through transfiguring myself into appearing wealthy and causing a tantric delight with the stewardess in charge to follow. I will be mesmerizingly bold and forthright in my assertions of how I dream my life after many lifetimes of subordination of dream unto the feminine.
Tantric Habitat and Food
Tantric society needs cause different types of habitats to enjoy. Each building fosters a pool for socializing and renewing the body. The pools are infused with certain nutrients, ozone, ions and other gases useful to both tantric practices along with retaining balanced mindset and health. The pool hosts tantric swings that are underwater for repose of the two. Some pools are designed to be enjoyed by families with children; and others are adult only. Each in the complex uses the pool two to three times per day for sustainable health as prescribed by the medical system of the time. Pools are open twenty-eight hours per day always due to the active mind of humanity in this cycle. People do not sleep many hours due to light motion which triggers the cortex of the brain to motion keeping one alive, awake and energized most of the time.
The pool is also the gathering place for those in tantric need to interconnect to balance the mindset into peace and joy. Humans have learned to switch tantric partners on a wheel of friends and comrades and often a beloved to retain mind bend not in the life. Partnerships embrace the tantric friends of each expanding their network of a kinship and of through time. It is known by psychologists of the era that one partner could never balance the cortex of another if they were the sole experience of tantra in life. The mind requires many to trade mind waves of sharing, caring, honor and peace to retain mind bend not in society through time.
The tantric society has proven itself not for many hundreds of years in fostering a peaceful society. The future will also be tantric for a good thousand years ahead. The tantric ways of Atlantis will also spread to all other major cultures in the future. I am grateful to incarnate into a cycle of tantric bliss and discover a beautiful status of existence as the foundation of my youth, teenage years and adult life experiences ahead.
Food has been analyzed by the scientific community to often cause mind bend. Foods are prepared in small portions only with adroit combinations of nutrients that foster mindset balance through time. Juice bars are the norm with a variety of possibilities to be blended to cause succinct waves in the motions of the mind and field. The blood is measured at clinic stations available in each region to ascertain what is required to eat on any given month. Blood and light must syncopate in kind rhythms together to retain health. Humans are educated as to what to combine to foster healthy blood. It is known that healthy blood causes mind bend not and also retains the health of the body through time. Certain concoctions often rage and cost a lot of script when it elicits a tantric high through which a delightful encounter can fly.
Food that is not blended is less common as the upset of the digestive tract leads to mind bend in medical understanding. The need to eat is often abated in the tantric swing as the body is seeking to be loved and nurtured and not fed. Love and nurturing can be fostered through food but is better fostered in a tantric yoga position through time in Atlantean perception. Key nutrients are provided through water and other drinks that are freely available even if one has no script left for the month to spend.
Many times ahead, I will experience no script and dine only upon what is made freely available. Much to my surprise I will discover that the succinct nutrients offered and fasting clear my mind and I feel better when not dining on much. Later I will learn to live this way to extend my life some and well beyond the age where others must euthanize to offset disease.
Acknowledging the Conception: The Love of the Three
Lynelle the midwife has watched over Endelay and Deshontah as newlyweds who discover that they have conceived. It takes four months following their honeymoon to know that this is so. In part Endelay is unfamiliar with the symptoms of conception. The tests prove negative four times in a row in the system of the tantric doctors of the region. The doctors of tantric conception are very gifted.
There are many problems with conception in this time period of Atlantis. The male hormones are often insufficient to allow for an erection. The feminine need for tantra only, without sex, and the allotted drugs sometimes infused into the water systems that all drink from abate erections in society’s preference for tantric union from the heart and not the groin. Men often must foster many hormones as supplements to cause erections that can sustain an ejaculation. Often men can foster the erection but not the ejaculation. Luckily my father had grown up in a region further away from the medicinal water supply allowing him to conceive a child not just once but later on as a surrogate fostering three other mindset children’s births. I bless my father for his capacity to cause my conception too.
The truth be known the doctors did not believe that Endelay and Deshontah had actually conceived as so few men without hormonal infusions are capable of this. They had abated the tests as they are expensive to the script for the community. The symptoms of Endelay including the morning sickness did not lie to anyone in the community.
Finally, an adroit friend accompanies her to the midwifery hatchery of self. Ryoko has fostered four births as a tantric hostess with the capacity to foster the entrance of beautiful mindset children often with many variant fathers who also desire a tantric family for a time. She has had two spouses and is on to her third, and another pregnancy that is in full bloom. Ryoko claims warmly to the midwife that she believes that the pair have actually fostered an unexpected conception and that the symptoms she is observing in the household is of a pregnancy that may be as much as four months along. Ryoko is pondering the accuracy of the blood tests and other tests supposedly run upon her friend. The midwife fosters the doctor who drew the blood and asks him herself about all the tests.
“Quite frankly my dears,” Dr. Tadoit reposes, “It takes a lot more generally than a honeymoon for most to conceive. We pampered your illusion of pregnancy we thought but obviously it may be so that you are pregnant”. Many other doctors come in and out of the office at this point seeking to understand if Endelay has actually conceived or not. Twenty-seven instruments of measurement are applied to her yoni, cervix, breasts, hips, and also her back, waist, shoulders, head, neck, legs and feet.
When all the tests are complete, the measurements are undeniably larger than her original assessment of biology as the pair had entered tantric community seven years ago. Blood tests and more blood tests and yet more blood tests are run and analyzed. The little Jasgahntar about to enter the world is obviously a mindset development child. Endelay is injected with many substances to foster her health through the pregnancy along with the child. The doctors’ midwives and staff are thrilled at the outcome of the blood tests. They had not witnessed a mindset development child of this stature emerging out of the many fostering births within the community for about eight years.
A Pregnancy of Deep Love
My mother did not enjoy the pregnancy at first. Endelay was very sick for the first five months. Pregnancy into birth is a ten-month gestation in our cycle. By month six, the morning sickness fades into happiness and gratefulness to be alive. Endelay is in love with Jasgahntar. She hears his name sung to her in many reposes until she chooses for the name he desires “Jasgahntar Pyphree Goganni” is to be the entire name. The name translates into “big in himself in the delight of the feminine” in the sacred language of spirit and not Atlantean.
In Atlantean the name is about fostering the care of others. I prefer the name of spirit and choose to infuse this repose into my birth documents. I will never choose another spiritual name as a result although a yogi of deep aptitude will give me one in time. I know my birth name is the right fostering for a life of spiritual realization through loving the feminine through time. The following song was sung repeatedly unto my mother in my mind up through the deliver and the procuring of the birth documents to assure the name spirit desires to foster for me.
My Birth Name
I am that I am
Jasgahntar Pyphree Goganni
A little sprite of delight
In my youth and teenage years
Who is cared for and adored
And fostered into maturity
To bloom as a tantric master
In the care of the feminine
And a self realizing itself
Into a transfusion lore crossing
Of deep compassion and care of the whole
At the end of my sojourn
By month six, my mother was really cute and feminine with a small tight round belly that many in the tantric community loved to touch. Many fostered time in the tantric swing with her to heal of their own issues of birth in the memory banks of themselves through time. Soon a line of male attention formed from other communities nearby hearing of the delicate flavor of love and care that Endelay fostered in the tantric swing in her pregnancy.
Each pregnancy was delicate. Some sustained the flavor of deep care of the heart from the child to each who witnessed the pregnancy in a tantric repose or two. Some elicited a flavor of empowerment into dreaming the life. Yet others fostered peace or a journey into the divine accolades of self. Both men and women enjoyed the tantric swing with those who were pregnant receiving healing and blessings from spirit in exchange.
Spirit fosters a gate that is open in pregnancy and up through age three in our cycle. Today in your cycle the gates only remain open for spirit through age two and following birth. It is sad to witness the closing of the gates of spirit in my life and how this affects the marriage of my parents ahead. The parents abate the union for a time but restore the marriage vows by my age six and as the agreements to parent me together are rekindled.
Endelay finally gets tired of all the attention and in particular as month nine of her gestation passes. She is one month from delivery and is festered within by the size of her body. I grow a larger than the normal stature of a child at birth to assure my health through time ahead. The appetite was always larger than the midwives thought was best for Endelay. She could not help herself and often dined on figs from the garden when no one was looking. I fostered the dream needing many nutrients in the figs for my own sustenance ahead.
Now my mother is uncomfortable in almost every repose position in the tantric swing with my father or anyone else in the community. Finally, she gives up the swing altogether to swim. The pool is lush and she floats effortlessly from tantric swing to swing. The pool allows her to find herself in the dance of pregnancy into motherhood ahead. I also find some relief from the pressure of gravity while she swims.
My mother is not there for me much prior to the delivery. She is drugged heavily with many medicinals to foster an easy birth, to relax her into a surrendering unto the process of delivery, and to allow her to feel elated until the experience is complete. I witness how the drugs affect my mother in severing the connection between her body, mind and spirit. I know that the disconnection could possibly afflict her through the end of her life. I know also that some of the drugs would affluence my body-mind-heart accolade if I chose not to transfuse them out of my blood. I choose to transfuse the drugs out of my blood and her blood too with succinct light wave motion applied by my Tao within. I know she will finally come back into herself about nine months after the delivery as the remainder of the drugs are detoxified through her liver.
The vacancy of my mother will make me despondent some after birth. I will choose to sleep a lot and foster the nonphysical repairs of myself and herself post the delivery as a result. All is in order for my delivery except the birth time. I bless my mother always and know she will always be the deepest love of my life that is irreplaceable by any other beloved I may know through time. Such is the nature of a deep tantric bond of care of the heart between us . . .
I love her in the forever of the forever of myself always ahead. I will seek to replace her many times but know in the end of my life that this is not really possible due to a body-mind-heart connection that can only form as my body nested in her womb. The mother-child bonds are deep in the Atlantean culture through about the mid teenage years. Following age fifteen, most wean themselves out of the tantric swing of the family and into the tantric swing with their friends. This is needed to foster the life but most forget the deep love of the mother and father if raised in a tantric family until a tantric family of one’s own is fostered. I know that due to astrological birth chart conflicts that I may foster a tantric family earlier in life than desired to foster a path of self-realization. I attempt to foster the right birth time but to no avail.
Astrological Repose for My Birth
The delivery was timed by the divine spirits of my heart fostering the conception for a few days after the full moon when the pushes and pulls of the planets are ample in the discharge of self to foster a forensics push of the nerves to cause an easy birth. The full moon is on the twenty sixth of the month of August when I desire a due date for the sake of astrological affluences of self on the twenty eighth. It is close enough I think but the magistrates of spirit over my life stream think otherwise. You will need to delay delivery a few days when your mother may wish simply to be done with it as she is large, distended and uncomfortable for over a month prior and drugged for the outcome too.
Be blessed with the birth date, the magistrates sing to me and we will adjust the natal chart by age eighteen. Be well with something else that may occur such as a young twin marriage and the birth of twins as you grace the age of nineteen to twenty due to a misaligned birth chart. We will adjust your birth chart for a life of a divine fate of spiritual mastery as your two twins are born to a twin flame of the heart and a youthful marriage this lifetime ahead.
I am definitively unhappy about the misalignment of my birth chart and choose to abate the dream of delivery four times to another time nodule of self. Each time the birth time adjustment is fostered somehow; the doctors and nurses and all in the midwifery system of Atlantis rearrange the birth time to a full moon happenstance of non‐fate. My parents owe me an accurate delivery time in a karmic system of fate from four other lifetimes in which the wrong birth chart rearranged my life creating karma rather than settling karma. My parents might not deliver upon the karma if not for any other cause other than the doctoring system in the era determining the birth time rather than spirit and the fate of the child to be born.
I know that my life is about to unfold not as I had dreamed it prior to the conception but in another flux of non‐fate due to misaligned astrological pushes and pulls through time. The life will now lead to an early pregnancy with a twin in which I could not help myself but to engage with her sexually when I should not that fosters a marriage, partnership and raising a set of twin daughters for the first half of my life.
My mastery will not aplomb until I am forty. My written materials will be delayed into my fifties. I will not find my spiritual teacher until I am thirty‐seven. I may not transfuse into death as my early life habits are not the healthiest for my biology. I will not be raised in a monastery happenstance of fate as the original birth chart would have prescribed. Somehow the mindset will distort due to improper diet into my teenage years and be measured in a deficit from birth. My life will rearrange from one of spiritual mastery into the mundane through which I will strive to understand what occurred leading to a tantric master of fate in lieu of a mindset development of fate.
I am disappointed but cannot alter the stage play of myself in the end although I do try as spirit to foster a different pathway out of an early marriage and raising of a family through age thirty‐six. In the end, I am grateful for my two daughters who I witness throughout their life as a contemplative study of the difference between two identical twins, one of a stature of a seductress of self and the other a gentle dreamer of deep care of the men in her life including myself. I will love my daughters until one euthanizes herself before me due to cancer which becomes a gut-wrenching loss but fosters deeper compassion than I thought possible for all the feminine. I bless my new future as I enter the world to fulfill upon my spiritual goals nonetheless.
I witness how many birth charts are misaligned in this cycle of Atlantis that I too am about to be born within. My birth chart will realign towards my purpose of a spiritually fulfilling life only after my daughters are born. It almost appears as if no life really aligns until a child is born unto each. I ponder this too within myself later on as I recall this truth in my seventies and as I transfuse beyond by birth chart in a reversal of fate of my life.
Here I Am!
Here I am the little Jasgahntar born in the mid heavens of the summer sky of myself. All the tantric community holds hands around a circle of a circumference of a pool of a water birth of my life form. All fourteen eye me with gratitude in a tantric bliss kiss in part from spirit and also in part from many drugs that they had prescribed for themselves to witness my homecoming into the physical. Drugs are popular in tantric communities of many varieties. My mother had been drugged for about a month prior to the birth process in part to nurture her spirit (or so they thought) and in part to allow her some level of comfort given my size.
I am that I am a rosy and bouncy baby of some auspicious weight and length that surpasses any other birth in recent memory of the midwife and doctors attending to my appearance into the world. I greet the group with a hip hip hooray of a smile and gurgle as I emerge from the womb and water and take my first breath. I am born with gills and can breathe underwater which is rare anymore in this time period of Atlantis.
The midwife allows me to remain underwater, some dunking me up and down gently, until the first breath is taken inflating the second lung with air. Some children born with gills in this cycle allow their children to retain the double lung formation for breathing both underwater and upon the land to be a lifelong possibility. Yet others such as my parents choose definitely to allow the gills and second lung to disappear in a regrowth to occur over the coming first two years of life.
I too am a bit merry given the drugs given to my mother both prior to and during the birth process. I smile some until the second lung inflates which is a bit painful causing me to screech like an eagle. The midwife soothes me by rubbing my chest until all the liquid spits up out of the two water lung sacks. I breathe relatively easily thereafter and smile some more gazing at the group staring back at me too.
The doctor picks me up wrapping me in a warm cloth and begins to inject me with forty-five substances known to be useful to transitioning from water lung to air based lung capacity in little ones of my stature of mindset development. The water lungs are very important to gathering oxygen and other gasses in support of the development of my mindset in the womb and prior to birth. Only ten percent of the children are born with gills any longer. The mindset cannot develop to an even syncopated rhythm without the underwater breath of life system. I am grateful for my father’s DNA that provided the information for the water lung system for the sake of another level of mindset that I could be born within and develop further later.
Whether I will or I will not develop mindset is not known as it could fail due to a lack of nutrients in childhood if not astutely offered through time. I intend a dream to foster my mindset but it may not bud until later in my life as I witness my future. The community may not be astute enough nor my parents to provide the proper nutrients. The nutrients would be fostered in a monastery in my teenage years but only if the mindset appears succinct enough for this life goal. I see that it may not occur this lifetime as I hoped. In part all the drugs used by the community may be the undercurrent of a loss of mindset in my childhood.
The community celebrates into the eve with many additional cocktails and libations of delight in honor of my homecoming into their circle of deep care of the many. The love soars and I am blessed while the doctors and midwifes measure me with a variety of instruments. I sing to the community in my spirit a beautiful incantation of deep love and care for each present for my birth. I sing the little song with spirit for three days allowing the blessings to flow between my heart and the heart of each in the community, and my beautiful parents.
I love my parents . . . They are beautiful to me and look oh so young and aglow in the love of my birth . . . I love each here . . . forever in myself and in themselves and in all that is . . . and all that has ever been through time . . . and each time that we have touched upon one another in deep love . . . as ancestors in many lifetimes so far back in time it is almost forgotten how many times we have loved one another . . .
The Song of My Birth
I am that I am
The one of the one
Of spirit into matter
In a cortex of the divine motion
Of self realizing itself at birth
I love that I care
I bless that I am
I love each in the infinite truth
Of a fostering of deeper care
Of a mesmerizing journey
Of a big Tao heart
That fosters each upon the tantric path
Through time
In merriment and laughter
And sublime understanding
Of the strife of the two three or many
To be overcome
To retain peace and harmony
In the community
And for the whole
I am that I am that I am
I am here present and aware
To receive the blessings
Of each gracing my birth
Now and forever
In the forever of my Dao . . .
The Love of the Suckle
I am the plop of myself, a little one that loves to suckle on my mother’s titty. I am only happy as I suckle and in my first year of life. My mother is nicknamed Bubu after my birth which means fostering of a young child. Bubu also means cow or that which creates milk. Atlantean society loves its culinary systems but has learned to mold them into adroit equations of what fosters life only.
Fasting is encouraged to avoid mind bend into anxiety or fear or issues of the ego. My parents experienced near starvation eight times in their youth due to the financial collapse of Atlantean society. Fasting became a norm for them and for many due to financial loss in youth. The community heralds fast days as the best tantric rocks in the swing each week.
The community fasts and fasts upon water supplies with adroit equations of provisions to sustain life. The fasting imparts the flavor of starvation in my parents along with others who long for food and sometimes more food than they should consume. Then they mind bend and fast and long for food only to mind bend again in consuming too much. I long heavily to breast feed out of their need for food. As such I suckle and suckle and suckle to fill their needs and maybe not my own, and mind bend into a little grump due to how blood sugar levels afflict the cortex of the mind into a mind bend.
Bubu breast feeds endlessly for almost three months. When she attempts to lift me off the breast, I cry and cry and cry . . . Finally, she visits the midwife with me in tow crying as she has had to remove me from her breast in order to visit the doctor’s office. Lynelle measures me while I scream; she pushes a pacifier in my mouth with the aplomb of a well-trained midwife. The pacifier is filled with nutrients I require to grow in my mindset and biological systems of life in a non‐mind bend state. The pacifier is fine for a time and I quiet down at the sweet taste of the nutrients offered.
Bubu receives a box of forty-eight vials of nutrients neatly labeled to foster shifts in my behavior in their observations as parents. There are those substances to quell congestion, and those to aid with constipation, and those to aid with crying too much, and those to aid with blood sugar levels that are too high making me cranky and too low fostering me to sleep too much. There are substances to monitor my breath of life, my kidneys, my spleen and my thyroid which the doctor is concerned about. I appear high in thyroid which causes me to suckle to no end to be at peace and rest little. A compound to improve the thyroid is offered. The thyroid substance and the forty-eight others plus a few more bring the need to suckle to balance for my mother.
I am not un‐adroit and know that there are more nutrients in Bubu’s breast milk than in all the vials of substances put together on her medicinal shelf of self. Now the pacifier is replacing nursing almost completely. I know that the lack of substances is going to prostitute my young mindset. My inner doctor or Tao within fosters an abatement of the pacifier. I spit it out endlessly and cry and cry out of the need for my mother’s milk. She knows that if the baby cries, I must need the milk and nurses me for a time.
I manage to push out the pacifier many times desiring to make up for my desire to nurse upon her titty and not upon a plastic thumb filled with nutrients as there is no care of the heart that fluxes with the pacifier. Somehow my spirit feels wounded in the loss of the connection to my mother through the act of not nursing. I spit out the pacifier so many times a little strap is procured in another visit to the midwife to assure that it remains in my mouth. I know that my mind is about to flux into detriment soon.
My mother has many responsibilities in the tantric household. She cooks primarily once per day. Food needs to be prepared and she has only one other helping. There are fourteen to cook for that need to be raptured through food in their small society of tantric heaven. The food Bubu prepares is heavenly and fosters nourishment and a medicinal high for the tantric clan. She bakes the drugs and medicinals into her recipes and other concoctions of delight. I find myself giving my nourishment to the clan and not myself. I abate the dream for my mother to cook for the clan and nurse me instead.
Suddenly a small kitchen fire catches as she attends to my need to be nursed. Soon the community decides that it is best for Bubu to do something else other than cook until I am older. I am relieved as she is assigned to pruning the garden and can adventure outdoors with me in tow nursing as she needs to and enjoying the wonders of nature upon the property . . . She however feels differently within as cooking had been such a love of an accord to commune with her Tao and Dao within who blessed the food for the community to foster their care.
I bless my mother with the love of my Dao and Tao in union with her Dao and Tao within which simulates the care she feels as she cooks. She sighs in the tantric swing with me as we nurse together. I know my mindset will be fine ahead. The garden always needs pruning and planting and other resources of nutrients to retain it in balance. It is a delicate chemistry to retain the garden as it is to retain the growth of the child through the forty-eight vials of substances given by the doctors of the tantric regime for my first six months of life.
Bubu learns of the intricate balance to foster life of the garden and applies it to my life to foster myself into extreme health and sustenance for a long life ahead of over one hundred forty-five years I hope . . . She is the most beautiful mother and I love her possibly more than any other woman I will ever know or have in a tantric swing; even the divine beloved of fate is not as deep a love as that which I share with my mother. I love that I am that I love that she loves . . . and all is well within and in our lives.
I am weaned at age two which is the prescribed time to foster other foods to nurture the growth of the body and mind. I am unhappy at the change but the pacifier does foster me to rest some. I am fed an adroit diet for a year and a half that is pre-made and arrives in a small package. My mother returns to cooking and I also receive table scraps with other medicinals within it. The table food appears to make me happier and my parents soon abate the packages due to the cost in script to their monthly budget. The boxes would have retained my mindset better alas and I am not happy about this with my Tao within.
I fester an accident to foster an amazing journey to the midwife and doctors of my birth. I somehow fall out of a tantric swing breaking my wrist. The midwife and doctors are all present to witness why. My mind and blood are measured with the instruments and another instrument instantaneously heals my wrist. They all burst out laughing as I appear high as a kite on some medicinal my mother had baked into the meal the other day. They know of this particular medicinal in the blood. They know why the tantric community fosters this drug but suggest that I not receive this until I have matured again.
My mother agrees but is unhappy at the results. Now I sulk due to withdrawal from the drug of her delight. She chooses in the end to abate the doctors wishes and returns me on the medicinal again through table scraps eaten in the delight of myself. I become a chub‐a‐bubba by age two that is round, happy and festered in mind detriment in my waves. I do not foster another accident but long to run and play to mature my kinesthetics.
My mother and father take me out many times per day for walks along the beautiful paths of Naklaen the following spring. I slim down much working off my excess weight by dilliving into the lake and swimming very easily for my age. The medicinals in the culinary delights of my mother cause me to forget about the breast until my sister is born three and a half years later. Suddenly my mother must take me to the garden to play while she nurses my sister, Silessa. I am not fond of losing my position of the eternal prince unto my half sister. My mother had a tantric affair with another causing a second conception. My father departed the union as a result.
I reach for the other breast for myself out of the need of the care of my mother and father together only to be brushed off. I make mud cakes out of the vegetables and smash them into the walkway. The behavior fosters some additional nutrients into my food through my mother’s aptitude with Atlantean medicinals to trigger more happiness within. A little drug of this and a little of that and suddenly I smile again. This does not keep me from attempting to reach for my mother’s titty until she finally chastises me.
I am deeply wounded in myself until age six. At age eight, I reach for my mother’s breast while she is asleep on the swing nursing my new half brother, Zhaelad. I pull down my mother’s top and latch on to her breast while on my knees. I am a hearty lad that is taller than most throughout my youth. I suckle for ten minutes. My mother does not wake up but smiles in the reverie of a blessing from my Dao and Tao unto her Dao and Tao within. I finally abate the titty as I hear someone walking down the path. No one witnesses the exchange, even my half‐brother who is sound asleep too. Somehow, I make peace with the loss of her titty at long last.
I know in my heart I will always be loved by my mother as if I were at her breast in the comfort of her arms and in the care of the three forever and in myself. I witness the care of the three foster my father and mother into another tantric reunion for a time so that they can raise me as my fate would have it into my teenage years. My parents return to a common house in the tantric community one month later. I know I will be all right with my life ahead as a result. I bless my mother and my father and my half-sister and my half‐brother always and forever from the Dao of my heart unto the Tao of their hearts . . . I repose the following prose upon my parents for eight years to follow. The two raise me through the years in deep tenderness and gratitude for the love of the three and in the titty of me.
The End for Now
Jasgahntar
Care of the Three
I am the truth of myself
In a repose of the three
With a child in my arms
Searching for a divine beloved
To foster my offspring
And myself
In a beautiful dream
Of the love of the three
In a superlative union
Of the divine
In an oscillation of temperance
To soften the change
Into a beautiful twin lore union
Of the three
In a mentorship
Of self realizing itself
Within and without
In a family happenstance of fate
The Truth of Atlantis
The truth of Atlantis
Was a time of light wave synergy
That fostered humanity
In beautification of self
To provide for one another
In prosperity and delight
For each man woman and child
In a mellifluous truth
Of the love of the divine
In which soul oscillates within
In divine partnership
Of the two three and the many
In the love of the heart
And the care of spirit
Fostering the truth of the whole
In light wave devotion
Of the Dao and Tao of Earth
For each and every kingdom
In the love of the world
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Dedication
With Delight and Appreciation, we (Asur’Ana and Per) dedicate this book our cross age twin flame, Jasgahntar, born in Atlantis about twelve thousand years ago. Jasgahntar left memoirs of his personal experience as a tantric master that foster divine realization of self. Atlantean civilization fostered gift of creating tantric dreams of delight where mindset development flourished. Many spiritual aspirants long for a restoration of the joy possible in life when mindset resonates amongst all and civilization fosters unity, peace, happiness and a state of oneness through tantric union.
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The Ascension Insights series and related books offer information on consensus ascension. This type of ascension involves rising up the dimensions with Earth and as she ascends. These books disseminate information on having a complete ascension with the potential of taking the body with you.
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Source
Asur’Ana. Light Wave 8: We Dream of Atlantis. Aligning With Earth, 2023. Digital.