The Murder of Self
Mastering Truth Within Union
I am the truth of the One within
In the flow of peace
Dancing in the sacredness
Of a sentimental notion
In a foray of delight
Of enchantment
In the certainty of the Divine
In a sway of the moment
To syncopate myself
Into a vision
Of the sweetest sweetness
Of all that is
Loss of Dream Equates to Loss of Self
This is perhaps one of the darkest chapters on difficult patterns of union shared thus far in the relationship studies section. Murder of self leads to the darkest of possibilities of dreams of a life in strife. Self catches the dreams of life, and if self perishes, dreams shift in the direction of loss. Murder of self is a lacerating force that then causes dreams of laceration to be fostered in the life happenstance. Self is designed to sustain life and if lacerated will cause the cessation of life.
Self is an expression of adroit equation for life. The equation of life sustains life. Equations are numerical prose incantations that repeat endlessly causing the dreams of life to unfold as planned before birth. Prose incantations are poetry in motion that succinct the dream into the foray of possibility of self. Dreams flow from the nonphysical to the physical in special fluids of energetic forays of self. Self is a required striation of field to catch the dreams of life. If self formations are un-striated or damaged, the dreams fold through the field upon others. Loss of dream is directly related to loss of self. If the striates of self are dandered, a dark and dense experience is forayed for in the life.
Self striations are layered through the field around the heart chakra primarily. If the heart chakra fails to bloom, self diminishes causing a lack of presence and often a lack of enough dream to sustain the life in its intended accomplishments. Each child is born with a vivid array of self to dream within. Often the self of incoming children unites with the parents to offset damage to the dreams of the family. As enough self is present, the family fosters enough to provide for the children. Having a child is one means of repairing self in a partnership gone into difficult striations of self.
Murderous Patterns of Self
Murderous patterns of self occur between couples primarily. Murder of self is a difficult pattern to lift from as the self of the self within vaporizes unto another. The other expands in lighter striations and self of yourself falls into dark striations. Light dreams flow to the other and fail to flow unto self of yourself. Murder of self can lead to a state of deep strife in the affairs of life. Murder of self is an invasive system that shatters the fabric of consciousness of life.
Murder of self can lead to an experience of physical plane murder and loss of life. Murderous physical dreams are each associated with murder of self. The one who kills first murders the self of the self within of the other. The experience of murder is so pervasive today that it also occurs upon the battle field. Each soldier killed is murdered by another in the opposing forces of self. The country that wins the battle acquires more self in their murderous nature to expand the dreams of itself. The country that loses often befalls a depression and many dreams of lack in the decades to follow.
Self is individual and collective in its expression of human consciousness. Collective human self has its striations around each region, state, country and continent. Self of the collective is just as murderous as couples that befall a sad demonstration of a harmful foray of extinction paradigm of life. Murder is an action of extinction of self that causes a loss of life and or dream as experienced through time. Murder of self of another is an accolade of dis-achievement of self-realization in spiritual pursuits of life.
Nemesis Pattern
Murder of self is a nemesis pattern of life. Nemesis is a hall of dark mirrors that split light and dark dreams to an extreme. The self experience in an extremely light dream forensics a motion that harmonizes into heavenly expressions. The self in an extremely dark dream forensics the opposite and sometimes the nemesis leads to murder of self. Murder of self is less likely to occur at work or in family happenstance. The forensics of the two in partnership can cause a murder of one who deflates and another who expands to an extreme. The one at loss may be cast out of the union and into difficult happenstance of life; or can manifest a nemesis dream of murderous action in life.
Karma is the cause of all experiences of self. Karma of murder is an unusual happenstance that forensics difficulty of dreams to sustain the life. The one who is murdered of self enters the darkest foray of possibilities of expression and extinguishes the life through time. Sinister behavior can be associated with murder of self such as in Mafia expressions of dream. Murder of self also occurs in the nonphysical leading to a loss of life. Reparation of the striations of self will allow the difficult happenstance of loss to be surmounted and new dreams of more fortuitous expression to catch.
Degradation of Dreams
Karma for murder of self precludes happenstance of injury in spiritual pursuits of life. Each life is founded upon theories of prose incantations that drive the dreams in particular cycles of life from birth until middle age and then into death later on. The goal of those realizing self is to understand the karmic happenstance of the ancestry. The one who experiences murder of self as a nonphysical foray of dream is not necessarily unusual for those fulfilling upon self-realization in the life. Murder of self is a karmic happenstance of those spiritually gifted through time. Self was acquired by another through the murder who expanded into lighter dreams at the expense of self of another. As the karma is forgiven, striations of self are recast and the lesson is realized as the experience of degradation of dreams can cease.
Degradation of dreams can cause dark forensic actions leading to ailments or disease if not repaired. Degradation of dreams also lead to dark happenstance of life in which the intentions for enough fail to align. Self can also be offset outside of the body and fail to align completely in the field rotation. As self is drawn outside its circumference of awareness, the life dreams move inward into extreme periods of introspection. Those experiencing murder of self may discover that there is a need for deep introspection of spiritual happenstance in order to forgive and repair. Gentle times of rest are a required pursuit for those experiencing murder of self as spiritual realization happenstance to offset dark or difficult dreams that would manifest otherwise.
The Murdered Self of the Family
Harrison was a hunter and loved to adventure into the wilderness to claim his game. The freezer was stocked with venison, elk, buffalo and bear. Harrison was a consumptive driven character who loved to dine upon meat. He collected many cookbooks for unique ways to prepare the foods gathered in his happenstance of hunting. Harrison did not like to cook however and sought a partnership to take care of the kitchen amongst other dreams that he desired of a sexual nature.
Harrison had many instruments of hunting including shotguns, pistols and knives to skin and cleavers to cut up the flesh. Harrison was handsome and met Guadalupe at the local pub. Guadalupe was a counselor of drug rehabilitation at the local hospital. She treated many natives and Harrison was of native ancestry although had departed his tribe of care. The tribal elders did not interest Harrison nor any of the lore of the medicines of his people. Guadalupe did not sense the disconnect between Harrison and the medicines of his tribe; and was attracted into the relationship founded upon false beliefs of self.
Harrison spoke of medicines only from a standpoint of the capacity to easily hunt and catch his game. He felt that his nation had been deprived of the land rights in the region and that the life upon the range that was more happenstanced in joy had been lost. Guadalupe was Hispanic and therefore acceptable unto Harrison as a wife as he hated white people. Guadalupe was attracted to Harrison’s handsome appearance and soon married him moving into his hand-built log cabin in the woods.
Harrison and Guadalupe cared for each other and a child was conceived. Soon another child was on the way. The family of four manifest enough without Harrison working and his hunting filled the pantry. Guadalupe spent her time cooking and working at the local hospital shortly after each birth.
Harrison enjoyed raising his two children and played the role of the main caregiver of the household. He spent time taking his two sons from an early age into the woods. As each matured and one befell a sad fate on a wintery day out hunting with Harrison. The youngest son was hit in the head by the bullet of another hunter in the region and died instantly. The son had been murdered in himself by a teacher in the local school so that she could expand her dreams. The child passed and the teacher manifest a better dream in another region paying double her wages.
The three carried on through their grief. Over time, the family befell another sad happenstance of loss of Guadalupe’s job only a few years following their son’s death. The self of the family had also been murdered. Guadalupe connected with a local medicine man of Harrison’s tribe. The medicine may perform many ceremonies and this aided in the repair of the self of the family. The medicine man was gifted at understanding self as a dream time expression and the family carried on in better happenstance after a period of strife in life. Harrison and Guadalupe took deep appreciation of the older son Raphael who took interest in his father’s tribe and the ways of the medicine life.
Raphael was deeply wounded in his brother’s death due to a close kinship between the two. He introspected long and hard as to why his brother had needed to pass. The passing opened gates into the nonphysical and Raphael experienced a kinesthetic association unto all of life that opened him up to the inner worlds. The nonphysical was dark from his brother’s happenstance and Raphael began to feel suicidal. He went off to college and his mindset did not improve. He went to school counselors who offered him antidepressants. The drugs numbed Raphael to a point that he could not feel anything within.
Over time Raphael went off the medications but the dark dreams returned. Raphael succeeded at committing suicide at age 20 and on the anniversary of his brother’s death. Harrison and Guadalupe deeply grieved the loss of their two sons. Guadalupe was left widowed a few years following Raphael’s suicide as Harrison froze to death due to an accident in the woods. Guadalupe survived and introspected deeply for many years over her life’s fate. The introspection led to remorse and feelings of despair that haunted her until she too passed of cancer many years to follow.
The Joie de Vivre of Not
Serenity was a bar maid at a local hot spot in town. Men and women came throughout the evening and into the late night to dance, socialize, consume delicacies of delicious flavors of adroit chef creations, and spend a lot of money. She happenstanced a nice series of tips for herself but this was not quite enough. Soon she also created a few late-night rendezvous as a neophyte prostitute for some added bonus of funds for her excessive spending habits. The money was better as a prostitute than as a bar maid work and so Serenity began to hang out simply to pick up clients for this purpose. Some became repeated clients but most did not and the one-night stands destroyed her within although the money was good.
The inward destruction marred her beauty in an accident in an automobile upon the freeway. She found herself requiring plastic surgery to correct many scars upon her face. The surgery was expensive and the insurance would not pay. She found herself returning to the role of bar maid but in a less adroit happenstance of neighborhood. Serenity fostered few invitations for a date or much attention due to the deep scars upon her cheeks and forehead. The makeup was not enough to cover it all although over time she discovered a special brand that did. Although the makeup was expensive, the scars were hidden under a special sheath of gloss that would not wash off except with special face chemicals.
As the scars were less obvious, Serenity drew upon a new beloved. Although older, Benicio was a nice man who appeared lonely on the surface. He was divorced and working long hours on the dock and needed attention. She paid him loads of attention, needing the same herself, and soon they were a steady item together. The union forayed for marriage but Benicio was not interested. He was already paying alimony and child support and his income was not that grand. Serenity continued to work as she moved into Benicio’s flat to save on life expenses. The two befell an odd affliction of arguments late into the night after they chose a live-in circumstance together.
Over time Benicio saw Serenity’s scars although she used the makeup day and night to be perceived as beautiful. He was sad but said nothing at first; and later in vindictiveness accused her of faking her looks to be with him. Serenity felt so destroyed within that she could not stop crying for nearly a month. On and off the tears would flow and Benicio only become increasingly abusive. One night and in a fit of drunken stupor, Benicio hit Serenity breaking two ribs. Once again Serenity found herself in the hospital. The insurance covered the treatment but she was afraid to return home as she was released.
Benicio hardly visited her while Serenity was in the hospital care. He changed the locks on the flat and Serenity could not go home. She stayed with her mother for a time until she figured her life path out. Benicio sold or threw out most of her personal belongings while in the hospital and she was left bankrupt and without much of anything within. Serenity remained with her mother and continued to work at a local bar. The social security of her mother and bar earnings were enough. Suddenly Serenity’s mother died of strokes and the social security ceased to flow.
Serenity was not eligible for social services or support. She moved into a tiny flat of her own taking what would fit and selling off the rest. She was desperately depressed and suicidal within. One dark evening of a large winter storm, she overdosed on drugs that she knew would most likely kill her. No one missed Serenity except for the bar who found that their waitress did not show up for work. Eventually the owner of the bar did call the police who broke into her flat only to find her cold as a stone to the touch.
Waves, Prose and Healing
Murder of self is a sad happenstance that causes the darkest of dreams to catch. Dark dreams are a function of polarity of self. Self of lighter and fuller striations catches life dreams of beauty, joy and happenstances that align with the visions and desires of the body, mind and spirit. Self of dark and empty striations catches the opposite. Dreams align between humans of archaeological relationships and karmic happenstance through mirrors of nemesis and non-nemesis formations. Nemesis formations are dark mirrors that lead to difficult to murderous outcome of self. Non-nemesis formations between parties lead to the opposite.
Self that catches darker dreams in one life will catch light and heavenly dreams another. Self of one twin or counterpart of happenstance of archaeology will catch light dreams while another relation catches darker dreams in counterbalance. Dark and light are in another cycle of extremes of polarity leading to very difficult happenstance for some incarnate today. All dreams of strife have their darker accolades of self. The darkest of all dreams are murderous of self and lead to a lack of spirit to drive the dream in any other direction other than towards loss and death.
Self aligns with spirit to modulate dreams to fruition for the spiritual the purpose that the incarnation was born to fulfill upon. Self that is murdered ceases to anchor spirit and the life turns sour due to a lack of renewal of self. Self that fails to renew dies. Self that is rendered or shattered also dies. Spirit dies with self if present in the murderous actions between two in a karmic happenstance between self. Karma for dark dreams and striations of self is rampant today and into the future due to the nature of nemesis and how it is precariously causing murderous action of self. Nemesis is a recurrent theme in human dream lore along with relationship lore that must be attended unto by those of spiritual aspiration of self realization.
Compassion is an attribute of spiritual awakening amongst those realizing self. Compassionate action can be applied to those in difficult happenstance in one’s sphere of influence. Those experiencing difficult extremes in polarity can be counseled and worked with to heal. Polarity causes the wheels to turn between humans, and as one heals, another is murdered or rendered in the current paradigm of self not. This is a time of self not. It is also during the eras of self not that the greatest realization of self can occur amongst those upon the spiritual path of evolutionary fulfillment.
Tantric truth is an expression that is devoid of self not. Self not is a reflection of non-truth within. Self is a reflection of the truth of the Tao. Truth of the Tao realized within withstands murderous intents through reactions of self that return the harm to sender and restore and recast the field and consciousness. Truth is an expression of Dao or feminine and Tao and masculine resources of archaeological nature within. It is Dao and Tao that realize along with the human mindset experiencing life. Dao and Tao foster healing of the self of the self within through forgiveness and compassionate action amongst those realizing, offsetting the darkest happenstance explored in this chapter of sad and dark dreams.
Sad unions abound in self not time periods. In polar counterbalance unions of deep synergy, respect, love and honor also occur in time periods of self not. Historically, self not is the most difficult time periods for human civilization. Those realizing self will use this time period to orchestrate a system of restitution of all the beauty lost over time in the inheritance of self. The beauty of self is a reflection of the truth of the truth within. As truth expands, beauty is restored and lighter and brighter dreams can catch in the life overall. This is the gift of spiritual realization through forgiveness and compassionate action in this time period and for those awakening.
Compassionate action causes those realizing to look at all life happenstance of others as a reflection of self. Self is a characterization of all archetypal natures within. The variant natures of polarity within are reflected and refracted without in the mirror of the life dreams of others. Others experiencing murderous self experiences are a mirror of the cause of the ancestry of self. Forgive the cause in the mirror of the experiences of others and the realization of self shall quicken and foster deeper states of compassion within. Those caught up in the dark dramas of life are only suffering a loss of self. Perhaps those of this nature cannot repair the field enough to catch a beautiful dream.
Many upon the spiritual path foster lighter happenstance of dreams recurrently. Rarely do the darker reflections of life occur to those closely associated in the lives of self polarized into extreme light. The time has come to face the darkness for those upon the spiritual path. The wheels of time are turning leading to an era of nemesis for those realizing self ahead. In facing the difficult labyrinth of self and all the oscillations of dark dreams, those realizing will balance the scales within, finding their way to the middle road of unity, union and honor within.
I am the truth of the One within
In the flow of peace
Dancing in the sacredness
Of a sentimental notion
In a foray of delight
Of enchantment
In the certainty of the Divine
In a sway of the moment
To syncopate myself
Into a vision
Of the sweetest sweetness
Of all that is
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Dedication
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