The Surrogate Spouse
The Lore of a Love of Naught
The peace of the Soul
Ignites a foray
Of a theory
Of the masculine
To disregard the feminine
Only to surrender
Unto the tantric flow
Inaugurating a season
Of the beautification of the Divine
In all life forms
In the postulation of truth
Igniting the Love of the Love Within
Between the two
Lore Fables of Dark Happenstance
This is the second of a very dark lore of happenstance of union. Dark lore numbers four fables of happenstance of deep sadness of dream of the two. Some dark lore affects the female in union or the divine feminine within of the male. Yet other dark lore affects the male in union or the inner masculine of the female. However dark lore transpires, there is a gift of a deep spiritual level of achievement possible as the lore concludes and forgiveness blossoms.
Conclusion of lore occurs in many variables of hypothesis of a given union. Hypothesis of unions are prose poetry that inaugurate a system of self that aspires to dream the fable of the lore in the given life. Lore fables of dark happenstance are those of strife. This is an example of the lore fable of this particular union of the dejection of self. The prose above and at the end of this chapter is to renunciate the difficult lore so that completion can occur and the love of self re-inagurate within.
Dejection and Withdrawal
The lore of the union
Is a foray of the non-divine
In which the male dejects the female
In the estuary of self
In a destiny of the non-sublime
The lore of dejection is a common path of union of the non-divine foray of possibility. Happenstance of a foray of dream that is not for the feminine is a difficult postulation to procure a union within. The feminine requires an adroit equation of truth that trusts the masculine enough to be present to bridge into the love of the love within. If the masculine fails to be trustworthy, love ceases and the female withdraws. Withdrawal in a union is a painful presupposition for the feminine that cares. The feminine that cares attempts to inaugurate the love again and again and fades into a vast strife of dis-synergy within. Self retracts leading to a departure of spirit and a loss of dream of the love of the love within.
Withdrawal is a notion that the love cannot be inaugurated by the self of the self within. As love fails to be inaugurated, the female postpones the union and chooses for a withdrawal. The withdrawal of the feminine happenstances as a death in the dream, a renunciation of the marriage or partnership, or the concept of an affair that the female trusts within. Renunciation of the union patterns causes the sensual flavor of self to cease. In the cessation of the forensic motion of self in the loss of love, there is an immoral reflection of truth that occurs in a union. An immoral union is one that is flavored with jealousy, dejection, non-love or presuppositions of hatred of self. Dejection is the most prevalent immoral union upon Earth.
Mechanical Relationships
The immoral reflection of truth causes the partnership to lose its union and a mechanization of relationship ensues. Mechanical partnerships abound in present time happenstance of marriage or long-term relations. Mechanical partnerships cease to acknowledge one another as something other than an object to be dejected or denounced within. Dejection of the beloved is a sad happenstance in any partnership where sincere caring occurs on the part of one towards the other. Grief in the union is the most common feeling of dejection that the one who loves experiences through time.
Love can be mimicked at societal happenstances of life. Many partnerships in the public foray of family, friends, work or other occasions appear loving when dejection underlies the actual non-union of the two. The social flavor of successful union is an example of the mechanical presupposition of dream that appears when in actuality the union fails to foster love of the two. The appearance of love is an undercurrent of dream that fosters the image of self in love when the real foray of a union divine is missing or has failed to be inaugurated within each. Failure to inaugurate the love within is a happenstance of non-inclusion of self. Self fails to be included in the union due to the dejection of one for the other.
Dejection takes on many precarious notions of performance of self towards the other. Dejection can occur through other parties in the marital happenstance of self. Sometimes children or other family relations will adventure into positions of self of the self between the parents. A child or other relation can form a foray of dejection of one parent against the other. Sometimes children are the dejected one in the family happenstance and especially the black sheep of the group. A child’s dejection can be as painful as the loss of the love of the spouse. Dejection is as a precarious happenstance for a family as it is for a partnership of the two.
The loss of truth of love in union causes an underlying happenstance of renunciation of existence within. Renunciation of existence is a form of death that can lead to physical death or the death of spirit and the desire not to live. The loss of the desire for life can lead to happenstance of suicide attempt along with accidents or other travesties of self. The feeling of a loss of hope and a desire to cease to participate in life is a symptom of dejection of self in a union of former care.
Mastery of Self Beyond the First Lore Cycle
Care can bloom and then fade in any partnership of more than one lore cycle. Lore cycles are seven years of happenstance of dream of the two. Sometimes the lore cycle can foster a beautiful foray of care for the first cycle and then renunciate into the lore of dejection or some other dark fable for the cycle to follow. Lore cycles are determined at birth to foster the karmic happenstance of self to be forgiven in each life. Lore cycles can be forensically recalibrated between two who choose for something other than dejection or another dark lore happenstance of self in another cycle. The karma must first be concluded within in order for another lore that is less difficult to catch in the dreams of the two.
Love is a precarious happenstance of self in most relationships. Relationships fail to honor the path of the two along with the path of self. The path of self is a notion that the consciousness drives the dreams forward for the purposes of karmic settlement and also mastery over spiritual forays of life. Most humans ponder union for the fulfillment of sensual pleasure and not from a stanza of possibility of mastery of self. Mastery of self is a prerequisite for a union that can foray for dreams of synergy beyond the first lore cycle. Lore cycles are renunciated in union if the patterning does not foster further mastery of the two. The one mastering out of the two then enables the lore of departure of the union to carry on in the realization of self.
Self and Spirit Require Love to Exist
Self is the consciousness of the vessel and drives the dreams of the life. Without self, consciousness fades and mechanical performance of the partnership occurs. Mechanical performance of any union is devoid of intimate forays of dream. The two may sleep in separate quarters of the accommodations of self. The two may live in separate homes or travel extensively away from one another. The two may happenstance a death of one to conclude the dejection of self. The two may renounce the union finding other beloveds of deeper possibility of intimate and sensual flavor of dream. The two may carry on for many years or decades in the delusion of a partnership that fails to occur in divine notions of self. The one who is dejected may suffer precariously throughout a long-term union of this nature.
Self of the self within requires a union divine in the accolades of love of the love to foster a reunion within. Self that fails to foster a reunion within can no longer loves without. Love within that blossoms can be lost in the experience of dejection or other dark lore happenstance. As love fades, self extinguishes itself leading to the grief of the one. Unions of dejection are painful experiences in spite of the opening unto love within that develops due to spiritual maturity of self. The pain may be so great that the choice to depart the union or life is not difficult. The pain may offset the notion that the union should last a lifetime when it is only present due to karmic understanding of the difficulties with those who fail to love in intimate happenstances of self.
The renunciation of self is a loss so deep that those experiencing dejection are rarely unaware of the deep feelings of despair that form within. Despair, grief and unending sorrow are each symptoms of renunciation of self in an experience of dejection of a partner that fails to return the love of the love within. The loss can be so great that suicide is attempted or succeeded upon. The renunciation of self is a historical quest to offset the loss of love on the part of spirit. Spirit requires love to subsist. The loss of love of self causes spirit to die. Spirit often chooses to retract in lieu of its own death. The loss of both self and spirit is a sad happenstance to experience within.
The Catch of Naught
Khalish was a handsome socialite of Malaysian happenstance of self. He was handsome and gay with an aplomb of a model in his style of life. Khalish was a world-renowned civil servant that was often found in the headlines of mainstream news. His gay happenstance was not unknown and sometimes his whereabouts and the who’s who of his life was exposed in the tabloids of self. He swash buckled his way through the pandemonium in grand style of a conquistador. Khalish had many lovers over time. Generally, his beloved turned sour after a sad tale that hit the news causing him to fall into deep travesty of grief or peril over life.
The perils of Khalish’s beloveds numbered into the tens over time. Seventeen beloveds had come and gone each with a unique story of sad fate. Some had committed suicide; some had overdosed upon use of substances that were legal or illegal; some had difficult accidents that either killed or maimed them for life. Soon a biographer chose to summarize the sad trail of tears of Khalish’s love life for all to witness and ponder. Beautiful photos of parties and intimate moments were forayed for and the media gladly supplied what was required to foster the interest of Khalish’s biographical foray of self.
Khalish was not unwell but had retired upon a lush island that he now owned. The biography of his life was not his choice to produce or participate within, and he knew little about the undercurrent of focus upon his life. Khalish resided now with his eighteenth beloved and the one he chose to marry in another country in the west that allowed gay unions of this nature. The new partner was half of Khalish’s age and deeply cared for his new spouse. The care caused a twin reunion within Khalish between the two selves that was sublime for him to experience. Khalish renewed in the first year of marriage appearing half his age.
Yusuf was a beautiful Malaysian man in his mid-thirties and of non-aplomb in life. The two had met in an adroit happenstance of a function of historical affluence of self in which Yusuf was a waiter. The two adventured back to Khalish’s hotel room for an amazing happenstance of sensual delight. Khalish felt a love he had never experienced before with any other. He wooed Yusuf into a rapid marriage and a honeymoon on a yacht that toured the beautiful island foray in the east. Yusuf felt blessed and nurtured in his new marital experience and could also send funds back to a difficult financial strife of his family at home. Khalish understood and provided amply to Yusuf’s extensive family.
Seven years came and went and the news of the biographical sketch of Khalish’s aplomb of life-long unions suddenly hit the mainstream press and hit the limelight of the media. The book becomes a rapid number one best seller in the autobiographical section not only in Malaysia but also worldwide. Khalish cannot deny the happenstance of his past foray of beloveds that were injured or became deceased.
Yusuf reads the book without Khalish’s awareness. Yusuf suddenly appears very withdrawn and unhappy. Khalish is unclear about what to do for him. He takes his beloved on a foray of holidays around the world to cheer him up. There are intimate dinners and beautiful scenery and a trek into the foray of African nature to witness the big game. It is a big game hunt and a lion is the prize. Khalish wishes this for Yusuf and is planning on designing a suite around the mane of the catch for him as a gift.
The bullet is shot and the lion shall soon be the prize. Somehow it refracts, hitting a nearby rock, and hits Yusuf in the forehead killing him instantly. Khalish is beside himself at the loss of his beloved. The incident hits the news fostering his biography to become a New York number one best seller. Khalish retreats to grieve the loss of his twin. He is distraught for years and seeks counseling and support in a vast foray of healers and therapists, some of which are world renowned. He never recovers and lives his life out as a shadow of his once enigmatic self.
The Pandemonium of the Son
Holden was an adroit businessman that cared deeply for his wife Faye. Faye was a beautician at a local hair salon. She made enough to sustain herself. Soon she discovered herself pregnant and knew that Holden’s income was enough to sustain her for a time. Holden was a gifted cartoonist for a national audience and well paid. His column appeared in most newspapers each Sunday. There were calendars and post-it notes with some of the more humorous happenstance that Holden had captured in pen and ink. His income allowed Faye to choose to retire instead of return to work after the birth of their first son.
The son Joaquin was a lovely little boy of blond hair and blue eyes like Holden. Faye discovered herself in deep joy over the birth of her son. The child matured and became quite a handful of bouncy and invasive energies that Faye could barely handle. She felt less and less in sync with Holden due to her son. Often arguments at home occurred between the two due to the insane moments of an out-of-control Joaquin. Holden took to working long hours on his comic strips gaining international flavor of self; and happenstanced an office affair of a more deeply matched foray of partnership.
Holden longed to depart his marriage but felt hospitably responsible knowing that Faye could not earn much and that the child had many needs in his maturity ahead. The union faded as Rebekah realized that Holden would not leave his marriage. Faye suspected that an affair might be occurring and queried Holden one Saturday afternoon as they suddenly made love for the first time in a long period. In the moment of intimacy, Holden shares that he would prefer to be with her always. Another child is conceived and the love of the partnership flickers briefly in the love Holden once had experienced with Faye.
The candle lit soon fades as the pregnancy miscarries. Faye is an emotional mess due to all the hormone changes. The miscarriage is perceived as a lack of progesterone to carry a child to full term. Faye begins to take the missing hormone in the hopes of conceiving another child. Joaquin is now seven years old and off to school and Faye desires another young one to keep her company. The lack of Holden’s recurrent presence in her life is the main cause of her underlying loneliness and grief.
Holden is not desirous of another child. He honestly tells Faye one rainy night that he prefers only a household of one child. He feels that it is more important for the two to focus upon their union than to create another birth. The two forays for a special occasion and take a lovely vacation in the Mediterranean. The two happenstance a lovely sensual moment leading to intimacy of a sexual flavor. Faye tells Holden she is on the pill when she is not, and is hoping to conceive, and she does. She tells Holden she must be one of the one percent that the pill fails to prevent conception. Holden is disenchanted with the prospect of having to raise a second child and chooses for a separation. He suggests that Faye think about aborting before it is too late and presses her to choose between the future child and himself.
Faye cannot bring herself to abort. Her hormones are racing she tells Holden. She desires the child more than anything to fill her heart and life. Holden returns home only to pack up his belongings and seeks for a permanent apartment of his own. He forays to reunite with his former mistress and Rebekah is delighted at his choice. She soon moves Holden into her beautiful and manicured home upon a golf course nearby.
Faye is devastated in another miscarriage. Now she has lost Holden and her potential child. She begs Holden to reconsider. Holden is happily drinking his margaritas in the afternoon sun with Rebekah at his side and feigns the truth; confessing to Faye that he is in love with another. The divorce papers will soon be drawn and he has prospected out the perfect attorney to handle the case. Faye commits suicide one windy night. The son is with Holden’s mother for the weekend. The mother in law discovers the body as she attempts to bring Joaquin back home. She is horrified and calls the ambulance. The medical help is unable to revive Faye of her overdose of medicine.
The funeral is not an easy experience. Rebekah chooses not to attend. Holden and his mother are in a disagreement over many things in life, including his choice to leave Faye for another. The son Joaquin is disturbed even more greatly in the experience. Rebekah soon discovers the peace of her new found romance vastly disturbed by Joaquin. She chooses for separate homes for a time until Holden can better understand his own child. Holden and Joaquin move into a small apartment and the reunion with Rebekah becomes more and more infrequent over time. Rebekah eventually breaks off the union and chooses for something else out of her dislike of Joaquin.
Holden seeks a counselor for Rebekah, Joaquin and himself. The child is diagnosed with attention deficit and put on medication dulling his senses but making him more hospitable to be with. Rebekah is not interested in being a mother. Maybe she tells Holden they could put Joaquin in boarding school instead. Holden chooses for this outcome as his need of Rebekah runs deep within. Joaquin is so outraged at the change in life that he destroys a part of the boarding school by setting it on fire. Others witness what he had done and Joaquin is thrown out of the school.
Once again Rebekah is faced with the difficult aplomb of Joaquin in her gentle surroundings. Now she has married Holden and the family struggles cannot be as readily pushed outside of her happenstance. She takes Joaquin for further psychiatric studies and he is not unwell enough to be suitable for a boarding care system designed for those who are emotionally disturbed. Joaquin feels wounded the counselor explains; and the two are taking little interest in his needs.
Rebekah chooses to invite Holden’s mother to take a more vital role in Joaquin’s life. The mother in law, Gwen, agrees and Joaquin moves into her home a few hundred miles away. Gwen is older and not necessarily well. Gwen takes care of Joaquin only six months and then eclipses in a stroke. Joaquin calls his father as he returns home from school and soon an ambulance arrives. Gwen cannot speak or walk following the stroke. There is no way for her to look after Joaquin any longer. Joaquin holds her hand in the hospital and cries.
Once again Rebekah discovers herself in a difficult foray of dream with a child she dislikes in her home. There are no other family members to help. Joaquin is now twelve years old and maturing on his own. One afternoon he gets into the car and takes off choosing to run away from home. Joaquin does not make it very far before causing a fatal collision. Joaquin dies and so does another in the head on collision of self. Holden is called to a court hearing over his son’s apparent capacity to drive a vehicle that he was not old enough to foster and is considered therefore uninsured. The insurance fails to cover all of the costs due to the nature of the happenstance and Holden finds himself deeply indebted to the circumstance.
Rebekah now discovers that the joint monthly income barely covers the cost of living due to the large debt owed for the insurance happenstance. The family of loss of life has sued and won their case. Rebekah is happier that Joaquin is not with the two, but the lack of funds takes a toll on the two. They choose for bankruptcy, losing their home and credit. They find another place but the marriage has lost its interest and glitter in each of them. In retrospect perhaps they should not have married. The two divorce and go their separate ways.
Analysis of Dejection of Self
Dejection of self happenstances in many patterns suspended within the path of the two and the lore of the family. Sometimes children can catch the dream of the dejection of self. Sometimes a parent catches the lore instead. The lore does not lift until it is renditioned through in the seven years of a given lore cycle. If one passes in the lore cycle, the dream of dejection can catch upon another leading to yet another travesty. The dejection of self can happenstance in many forays of dreams but often leads towards suicidal tendencies or accidents that are fatal in time.
Those in the happenstance of dejection of self are best to foray for another lore or to depart the union at cause of the experience. Continued mastery requires a happenstance of an environment of love and not dejection. Dejection is an emotional charge of rejection of the love of the one who cares. The one who cares is not always the surrogate of the dejection. The surrogate of dejection can be another in the foray of dreams of the two or the family such as the son or daughter.
Dejection is a happenstance of a renunciation of self and spirit. As self and spirit retract, there is little to catch the dream for continued life. Dreams are fostered through self and spirit in all life happenstance. Self of the self within is a personal foray of understanding of life. Mastery over self is about witnessing and choosing to forgive the life lived in the foibles of self. Foibles of self are intricate happenstance that causes strife to be experienced in order to witness what requires forgiving to achieve realization. The foibles of self are numerous and influence the lore of the two in all unions.
The foibles of self are an inauguration of lore for the purposes of understanding achieved over the meaning of life. The meaning of life is to love and not deject. Love is a circumstance of awareness of the divine. The divine is a key and a root of self. The divine right to exist is the first presupposition of each dream of life. Dreams are divine happenstance to augment realization of self. Life is not to be discarded or undone but rather supported in its augmentation of realization through love. Love is an attribute of existence in which each and all is perceived as divine in their birth right to exist. Love that is dejected sours the love of all. The loss of the love upon Earth is a reflection of the vast nature of dejection that is personal and global to experience.
Love is a key to the expression of compassion. Compassion cannot take flight until the love of the love within is opened unto. Love within is a precious commodity that should be relished and cherished within. If the environment in life cannot support the sustenance of the love of the love within, then it should be allowed to alter until another environment can be caused. Environments of self and spirit are gentle motions that sustain the love within and in the life expression. Love is an unfolding that blossoms within as it is augmented in the lore cycle of self. Love as it blossoms is to be sustained and not extinguished in order for each lore cycle to follow to succeed at sustaining the happenstance of life.
The peace of the Soul
Ignites a foray
Of a theory
Of the masculine
To disregard the feminine
Only to surrender
Unto the tantric flow
Inaugurating a season
Of the beautification of the Divine
In all life forms
In the postulation of truth
Igniting the Love of the Love Within
Between the two
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Dedication
For Per, the Love of My Life.
My dream became a reality because of your unconditional love.
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